Raaaaageee or whatever

No idea.

I seriously must of fucked something up in my shoulder/back cause the last week or so has been nothing but painful. I saw a doctor about it and she put me on three kinds of meds. Muscle relaxers (which I told her didn't really help.. nice to know she listened) a steroid pack, and Tramadol which is a pain med, which also doesn't really help much.

I have a physical therapy appointment on Tuesday. Hopefully we will figure out what the deal is and go from there. Till then I'm going to try and find my sling or just go out and get a new one. Moving my arm around too much hurts :(

It's annoying to be broken all the time, especially when it comes to work. I'm sick and tired, as well as embarrassed and ashamed to have to go to a lead and ask to be put into a different rotation or to freeze in a certain spot because of how I'm feeling. I stuck it out for the most part yesterday with loading. Thankfully it wasn't that busy, so I didn't have to get in a lot, but regardless, after that when I got home I paid the price. Today I asked if I could be put into an easier rotation that didn't have load. I was at Unload, and that was fine, but my back/shoulder still hurt.. it was to the point where I nearly broke down and in the end, asked if I could go home. That fucking sucks. I hate having to do that, but I know in the end if I don't take care of myself, i'll just get myself into more trouble and won't be able to work at all.

Tomorrow is my 6 year anniversary with Jeff. Crazy.. can't believe it's been that long. I'm a lucky girl to have him in my life.

We're also going to the HHN Wrap Party. Not sure exactly how long I'm going to stay there for. Long enough to take the cast photo, that's for sure, but after that will most likely bail. We'll see. I'm really not much of a club party girl.. ha

10 days and counting till I'm 30. My friend Jon from work actually put together a Walker Reunion/Birthday party for me at the Ale House which is basically the team member stomping ground. I thought that was incredibly sweet :) I'm looking forward to that.

Yep... Can I stop being broken pls? kthx