All day today I have been staring at a blinking cursor, mocking my ability to write down a string of letters that in turn form words and in turn form sentences and yadda yadda yadda yadda...It sucks, because I love writing and lately one of my outlets haven't been available, so I've been working on another.
Thing is though, when I have all this creative stuff running around in my head, it can be hard for me to get it out properly to the point where I'm happy with it. If it doesn't come out decent the first time, it doesn't come out at all. It's frustrating and as much as I hate to admit it, it actually effects my mood. I get cranky. It's not a pleasant experience to say the least.
What I really need to do is find someplace other than home to write music and also write my silly little story which none of you will read most likely (and not because it'll suck, but because I won't let you)
Oi..
This night though wasn't completely horrible. I chatted w/ my buddy Alan who came up with an awesome idea for our gathering. I'm excited and can't wait for that. It'll be great to finally meet him irl. :) Seriously, it should be against the law for nerdfighters to be so far away from each other..
On a slightly good note: I managed to pick out a little bit of the intro to Extra Ordinary by Better Than Ezra. Woot. <3 them. Saw 'em in concert actually and met them afterwards a few years back. Lead singer thought I was cute. I may or may not have swooned...
actually it was more like 'Huh? Oh....thanks?'
okay! Done rambling and wasting your time now! :)
1 comments:
Hey, girl. Give yourself a break. Have a cup of hot chocolate, relax, and things will occur to you.
Love,
The House Mother
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