No idea.
I seriously must of fucked something up in my shoulder/back cause the last week or so has been nothing but painful. I saw a doctor about it and she put me on three kinds of meds. Muscle relaxers (which I told her didn't really help.. nice to know she listened) a steroid pack, and Tramadol which is a pain med, which also doesn't really help much.
I have a physical therapy appointment on Tuesday. Hopefully we will figure out what the deal is and go from there. Till then I'm going to try and find my sling or just go out and get a new one. Moving my arm around too much hurts :(
It's annoying to be broken all the time, especially when it comes to work. I'm sick and tired, as well as embarrassed and ashamed to have to go to a lead and ask to be put into a different rotation or to freeze in a certain spot because of how I'm feeling. I stuck it out for the most part yesterday with loading. Thankfully it wasn't that busy, so I didn't have to get in a lot, but regardless, after that when I got home I paid the price. Today I asked if I could be put into an easier rotation that didn't have load. I was at Unload, and that was fine, but my back/shoulder still hurt.. it was to the point where I nearly broke down and in the end, asked if I could go home. That fucking sucks. I hate having to do that, but I know in the end if I don't take care of myself, i'll just get myself into more trouble and won't be able to work at all.
Tomorrow is my 6 year anniversary with Jeff. Crazy.. can't believe it's been that long. I'm a lucky girl to have him in my life.
We're also going to the HHN Wrap Party. Not sure exactly how long I'm going to stay there for. Long enough to take the cast photo, that's for sure, but after that will most likely bail. We'll see. I'm really not much of a club party girl.. ha
10 days and counting till I'm 30. My friend Jon from work actually put together a Walker Reunion/Birthday party for me at the Ale House which is basically the team member stomping ground. I thought that was incredibly sweet :) I'm looking forward to that.
Yep... Can I stop being broken pls? kthx
Saturday, November 10, 2012
Friday, November 2, 2012
Rawrgurglegasphack
That's zombie speak for hi.
Over the last 6 weeks I have had the privilege to be a walker for The Walking Dead house for Halloween Horror Nights 22. It was such a wonderful experience and despite the drunks and violent guests, all together it was a lot of fun.
Now I'm back to reality and I feel slightly lost. Like right now I'm supposed to be on set, but I'm sitting in bed... Waiting for sleep.. Sigh.
I don't really have a lot to say about hhn, mostly because I can't really say too much, but in the end, would do it again in a heart beat.
Though getting back to a normal sleeping pattern will be nice.
In health news, apparently my new RA doc told me that I tested negative on the more in depth test for RA. There are two tests apparently, one that says yes you have high chance of RA and another thats Like yep, RA is so there. Its fucked up. I'm not sure how to handle this news when my last doc told me for well over a year that I was positive. I knew my last doc was sketchy, and that's why I left him, but to sit there and lie to my face and treat me for something I don't fully have.. Ugh. I'm planning on calling that doc and asking them what their test results said and compare. Something just doesn't seem right.
I saw my other doc for my Kickuhi Disease the other day. My mother ship lymph node is starting to go back to normal, which is great and he said that it seems to be starting to go into remission. Hoping that's the case. On a whole I've been feeling more like myself, so hooray, though granted I ended up hurting myself Lawl... If its not one thing..
A few months back, in August, I went to a friends wedding. We went rock wall climbing and apparently I pulled a muscle in my back right shoulder/back. Since then its been bothering me and tonight I moved the wrong way and ugh the pain.. It hurt so bad that I had to take one of m left over oxycodone from my surgery and that's not even putting a dent into the pain. Jeff put some Bengay on it for me as well... I haven't been to a doc about it.. But after tonight I really should go in on Monday :( fail sauce.
I am a doctors best customer and an insurance company's worst nightmare.
Oh and I also sprained/fractured my toe next to my big toe a month or so ago. So that's all tapped up.
It's funny, I will go to the docs when it comes to feeling cruddy but for toes and possible tearing of muscles I just sit on it and think it will get better on its own. Fail ha
I turn 30 in a few weeks... Not sure exactly how I feel about that. I have friends down here, but...not ones that would go out of their way to plan a party for me. I've never had that. I know it sounds selfish and lame and I want my 30th bday to be special.. But in reality, it's just going to be another day spent at work. Yeah, Jeff and I are going to Tampa the weekend before, going to go to Busch gardens and the aquarium and that's awesome and I'm incredibly happy we're doing that, but I just wish I was back home where planning a party is easier.. Like, earlier today I over heard a co worker saying they are planning a surprise birthday party for another co worker and I couldn't help but feel jealous cause none of my friends down here would do that for me :( Ugh I'm such a whiny brat right now. I blame the meds... And my stupid brain.
K this is getting dumb, I'm gonna stop writing now
Over the last 6 weeks I have had the privilege to be a walker for The Walking Dead house for Halloween Horror Nights 22. It was such a wonderful experience and despite the drunks and violent guests, all together it was a lot of fun.
Now I'm back to reality and I feel slightly lost. Like right now I'm supposed to be on set, but I'm sitting in bed... Waiting for sleep.. Sigh.
I don't really have a lot to say about hhn, mostly because I can't really say too much, but in the end, would do it again in a heart beat.
Though getting back to a normal sleeping pattern will be nice.
In health news, apparently my new RA doc told me that I tested negative on the more in depth test for RA. There are two tests apparently, one that says yes you have high chance of RA and another thats Like yep, RA is so there. Its fucked up. I'm not sure how to handle this news when my last doc told me for well over a year that I was positive. I knew my last doc was sketchy, and that's why I left him, but to sit there and lie to my face and treat me for something I don't fully have.. Ugh. I'm planning on calling that doc and asking them what their test results said and compare. Something just doesn't seem right.
I saw my other doc for my Kickuhi Disease the other day. My mother ship lymph node is starting to go back to normal, which is great and he said that it seems to be starting to go into remission. Hoping that's the case. On a whole I've been feeling more like myself, so hooray, though granted I ended up hurting myself Lawl... If its not one thing..
A few months back, in August, I went to a friends wedding. We went rock wall climbing and apparently I pulled a muscle in my back right shoulder/back. Since then its been bothering me and tonight I moved the wrong way and ugh the pain.. It hurt so bad that I had to take one of m left over oxycodone from my surgery and that's not even putting a dent into the pain. Jeff put some Bengay on it for me as well... I haven't been to a doc about it.. But after tonight I really should go in on Monday :( fail sauce.
I am a doctors best customer and an insurance company's worst nightmare.
Oh and I also sprained/fractured my toe next to my big toe a month or so ago. So that's all tapped up.
It's funny, I will go to the docs when it comes to feeling cruddy but for toes and possible tearing of muscles I just sit on it and think it will get better on its own. Fail ha
I turn 30 in a few weeks... Not sure exactly how I feel about that. I have friends down here, but...not ones that would go out of their way to plan a party for me. I've never had that. I know it sounds selfish and lame and I want my 30th bday to be special.. But in reality, it's just going to be another day spent at work. Yeah, Jeff and I are going to Tampa the weekend before, going to go to Busch gardens and the aquarium and that's awesome and I'm incredibly happy we're doing that, but I just wish I was back home where planning a party is easier.. Like, earlier today I over heard a co worker saying they are planning a surprise birthday party for another co worker and I couldn't help but feel jealous cause none of my friends down here would do that for me :( Ugh I'm such a whiny brat right now. I blame the meds... And my stupid brain.
K this is getting dumb, I'm gonna stop writing now