I told myself I was going to make more videos. I haven't done that yet, besides that small one in the airport nearly two weeks ago. I want to make more vlogs, I want to be more present with in the community, but I'm losing motivation. I don't know why.. well, I take that back. I do know why. I'm trying hard to work on it, but it just seems like there are all these brick walls in my way. I get home from work and the last thing I want to do is make a video.. but I need to. I have to. I want to.
Work today was eh.. I felt off nearly all day. My mood was all over the place. I was happy and hyper in the morning, then toward the afternoon got really quiet and barely spoke a word and was not all with it, then later on before I left I had a decent mood, but wasn't feeling well. I know I'm fighting something off because I have a swollen lymph node under my armpit. ugh..
ugh... now i'm falling asleep at the keyboard.. meds are kicking in.. yep..
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